I wanna be there. In the water, drifting as a lifeless body, resetting, healing the scars left by the hellscape humans created. Dreaming of nothing. Failing that, dreaming of being there, drifting as a lifeless body in the dark boundless ocean under the overcast skies.

I've been able to feel some of that relief recently, sleeping with a blindfold and earplugs. (Why didn't I think of that earlier?)