I wanna be there. In the water, drifting as a lifeless body, resetting, healing the scars left by the hellscape humans created. Dreaming of nothing. Failing that, dreaming of being there, drifting as a lifeless body in the dark boundless ocean under the overcast skies.

I've been able to feel some of that relief recently, sleeping with a blindfold and earplugs. (Why didn't I think of that earlier?)

Humans say they hate religion, yet they celebrate calendar days, engage in the circulation of material gifts, and perform other ridiculous rituals. Aren't religions mostly that, rituals, with a sprinkle of worldview for the most curious? Why make merry when the calendar dictates and not when the heart desires? Why guess and waste resources on things they may or mayn't want? So inefficient.

Some of the rituals had a meaning, of course. They were an announcement: "Alright retards, listen up! This day is very important, because from this day on, you harvest crops! Because if you don't, all of you will fucking die!"

I feel nothing but disgust when they try to force their rituals on me now, even more disgust when they demand gratefulness for engaging in them "for my sake."

I guess one downside to having an AI smarter than the smartest human is that you can never become the villain riddler, the one who plants a puzzle bomb or something to test the intelligence of your town. The police would just point an AI at the problem and it would find a solution: the answer to provide, the wire to cut, the words to tell you so that you repent and withdraw.

I'm not complaining. "Oh no, AI makes this one perverted fantasy of mine impossible! Everyone, start saying AI bad one hundred times a day!" I'm sharing a random thought. Although, I was devising an encryption algorithm, one that's only decipherable if you're trained and intelligent enough. "Encryption algorithm" might be too fancy of a word for this: you basically remove half of the letters, learn the most unambiguous patterns, infer the rest from the emerging context.

I also love highly convoluted texts with multi-dimensional metaphors and convergent clues, like that in the Three Body Problem. Like when you want to refer to a whirlpool so you describe a character running in circles while being in a city that sounds like "Saltstraumen" (the place of the largest whirlpools on Earth) while saying something that contains a quote from Poe's "A Descent into the Maelstrom". And if you want to encode a black hole, you throw in clues for blackness, mass, singularity, cosmos, etc. Such a sweet idea. And it too becomes meaningless for anything but to feel joy. The secretless age's upon us.

OpenAI dumps hundreds of solutions to the previously long unsolved math problems, and "Plato bitching about the invention of writing" is all over again. Pathetic.

Although, among mathematicians, judging from my limited observation, the fraction of positive excitement is higher (compared to other endangered jobs), as it well should be. Smart human = virtuous human.

Sick of it. No one takes the joy of memorization away from you, you sthoopid fuck. You dump on the wants and needs of the majority who'd rather have it safely stored in their notes or leverage the technology to achieve something even greater, like carrying the knowledge of your goofy ass thru the centuries to point at it and laugh.

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I laughed out loud when I heard you get BANNED if you try to discuss some of these solutions on Reddit. Pure mental illness. They should at least allow it during the Two Minutes Hate sessions.

https://youtu.be/WXh4LF3zJ1Q?si=1K5pRl5DSWAGRDba&t=947

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https://youtu.be/vyZsSywX404?t=1947
https://youtu.be/LKrwhjOI8Nc?t=1056

"Don't be a dick." "Don't be a pussy." "Don't be an asshole."

I loathe this.

What evil did these body parts do to deserve such usage? They perform biological functions of such importance you've evolved to feel good just using them. They make you feel good, and as a reward they got *this*. This is sick.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfH2Jwuf3sM

Do you think Nigel Richards's DNA was secretly sequenced already? Human computers aren't new, sure, but this guy might be on another level. I'd be damned if I worked for the U.S. government, or better yet the less ethically handicapped Chinese one, and didn't do it.

This is insane.

https://youtu.be/ZDWAKAgkDIE?si=oEf_bEYladzEtwod&t=245

Just one year ago I was flabbergasted at how AI could create a game about a cuboid car jumping between lanes. Now we have a fully functional, if clumsy, implementation of Terraria in 3D.

A bright era of gaming is coming. There must be so many people in the world who can come up with innovative ideas that would never see the light of day because of their lack of skills, time, dedication, thousands of spare dollars for the team of devs, etc.

I don't claim my idea is anything crazy, but hear me out: a blend of Deep Rock Galactic and Satisfactory. If you love these games as much as I do, you know it's gonna be wicked. Magnificent, infinite, deformable, procedurally generated caves. Hostile environment that rewards exploration, expansion, and efficient engineering. Biomes with different problems to solve, such as traversal, illumination, or oxygen. Meaningful megaprojects that can require you to invest hundreds of joyful hours to complete. The freedom to switch between the scorching inferno of perilous rip-and-tear thru the hordes, the cold and automatic clockwork-reliable industrial xenocide, and the carefree factory decoration and manufacturing optimization.

We are not quite there yet where you can spend a few hundred dollars and a few hundred hours with an AI tool to create a truly extraordinary game of this scale, but maybe in a few years? I'd do it. I'd do it even for my solitary enjoyment only.*

Valve's Steam will rapidly fall behind. It asks you to pay $100 just for hosting a game, which may become your largest investment, and which you may never recover with the amount of games being pumped out, unless you also wanna work in marketing. Moreover, Steam bends its knee before the loud mob of AI haters, so you may never be honest about how your game came to be. All these amazing games, big and small, will either reside locally, tailored to individual needs, or be published on the more liberal platforms.

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*Well, would I tho? No, probably not. I don't have a gaming PC on me, nor the youthful energy and curiosity to invest in the video games heavily. I often ask myself, what is it worth? If at the end of the day I'm left with nothing but hazy memories, I feel guilt. So much time down the drain.

If I can figure how it can bring value, how it can enrich culturally, how it can train to solve problems outside that one game... Then maybe.

October 7, 2026

Just a few years ago there was a lot of "Hahaha, this thing's gonna take my job? Get outta here. It can't even draw a hand! Point at it and laugh! Point at it and laugh!" They're starting to freak out now.

My biggest most unusual red flag in a person must be tourism.
It's been quite so for as long as I remember.

It's fine if they want to *live* or *work* in different places, or if they're the number one fan of rollercoasters and *must* visit that one place with the biggest one.

I'm talking about the regular sheeple that make up 90% of all tourists, who travel because that's what people do, who waste their yearly savings to spend a few days trekking and sightseeing and taking ugly photos of themselves to post on Facebook and raise their social status among their simpleton friends. They are quick to mention they travel a lot, they think they are the most interesting cultured people in the room, and they are completely lackluster, and their most interesting stories are how they got scammed by that one hotel or saw that one big castle I can see on the internet any time of the day.

If you do that, you are just retarded in the head; there is no excuse for it. I actually feel sad for these people. Such herbivores in this ruthless world. The mentality of a cow who can comprehend no prouder achievement in life than sneaking past the fencepost and chewing at the slightly different grass there.